Description of external and hidden hexagrams

in the manifested world.
One of the most beautiful planets in the Cosmos, the planet Earth (Lady Gaia) glows with an extraordinary blue light. It is full of life. A beautiful life flows, full of beauty and provided with everything necessary.
We must love the Earth and we must be extremely careful with it, otherwise everything is easy to ruin. The situation requires love, patience and very great caution.
Why so? The balance is extremely fragile, as if the whole planet were supported by just a mountain. The happiness of life here is extremely unstable. Any careless actions here will lead to very large negative consequences.

ON THE SUBCONSCIOUSNESS.
A huge tree grows fast like thunder, feeding on water from the underground sea.. Anxiety on the inner plane is growing rapidly in anticipation of the impending danger.
The tree with its roots awakened the sea, locked underground. Anxiety over trifles begins to develop into a feeling of real great danger on the subconscious.
Where a huge tree used to grow, tomorrow sea waves will walk. Immersion in danger captured all the attention, the whole inner world.

General interpretation of hexagram No. 15

At first glance, nothing happens in the manifested world: everything is unshakable and under protection (one earth leaves, another comes). The large active (fulfillment, self-giving) support of the Earth is being replaced by a small passive (staying, inviolability) support of the mountain. A strong, actively protected position is replaced by a much more fragile balance.

At the subconscious level, a serious danger is approaching (big water), into which the tree will plunge with thunder. This is a shaky, unreliable balance in the world of events with a premonition of great possible problems (dangers) on the subtle plane. Premonitions are correct, the situation is dangerous. Here decisive, active actions are destructive, which can easily upset the fragile balance. It is unfavorable to indulge in strong emotions of anger, irritation or fear, as this will explode the situation from the inside on a subtle plane. From a subtle plane destructive wave will pass into manifested reality.

There is only one way out - HUMILITY. Everything should be accepted very calmly and experienced with love. Favorably wait and not succumb to inner fears. From this very difficult situation, the winner will be the one who does not give the danger from the subconscious level to pass into the manifested reality and who will be able to maintain, preserve the fragile balance with HUMILITY at all levels.

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MULTI-DIMENSIONALITY
(OPPOSITE VIBRATION OF HEXAGRAM #15)
TIGHT CONTROL

RIGID CONTROL - the most pronounced idea that our security, prosperity and life itself are completely dependent on ourselves. When a person begins to see that all his enormous efforts often lead to the opposite result, he begins to realize the law of balance (the law of the chessboard), he comes from HARD CONTROL to HUMILITY. RIGID CONTROL breeds HUMILITY and vice versa.
__________________________________________________________ HUMILITY

HUSH HUSH!

THE EARTH IS RESTING ON A MOUNTAIN

AND CAN FALL...

Positions for awareness:

1. An empty barrel rumbles. The richer the inner content, the more humble the person.

2. Life is a game. If you are humble, then you give up your rights and give up the initiative, then someone less humble will easily play you, play for you.

3. Humility is oppression, suppression of oneself for the sake of imposed dogmas and non-existent ideals. Humility is the binding of oneself with fetters hand and foot. Nothing kills life like humility.

4. Humility is a deep agreement with the flow of events, the recognition of the fact that everything is happening exactly as it should happen.

5. The greatest humility is the complete surrender of oneself to one's Higher Self. This leads to bliss and the awakening of God in a person.

6. "Do not shine like a gem, but be dull like a cobblestone" - Lao Tzu "Tao Te Ching".

7. Humility is an evil that turns free individuals into a faceless identical crowd.

8. “Sometimes being strong means doing nothing, and vice versa, applying force means showing weakness. Strength for me is ultimately wisdom. The wisdom of propriety," Madonna.

9. “As long as you try to control Life, there will be no miracle in it. It just can't be. A miracle comes only at the moment when you are ready to trust Life. And it comes by itself, without notification, without warning, without guarantees, ”- Angel de Couatier.

10. “The humble never falls, and where should he fall if he is the lowest? A humble heart is a strong man from a strong man, ”- Mark of Ephesus.

11. "A patient person has a lot of intelligence, but an irritable one expresses stupidity" - King Solomon (Proverbs 14, 29).

12. “Everything that does not suit us in others allows us to understand ourselves,” - C. G. Jung.

13. “Learned how to speak - it means he grew up. Learned to be silent - so wiser, "- Bernard Shaw.

14. “What in your life have you come to terms with once and for all, telling yourself that it can never change? Do you have something like that? I ask you to remember the words: I am who I am.” – Kryon

15. “Patience is not at all the state of cattle, which endures everything. This is not a humiliation of a person - not at all. This is not a compromise with evil - by no means. Patience is the ability to maintain equanimity of spirit in those circumstances that hinder this equanimity. Patience is the ability to go to the goal when various obstacles are encountered on the way. Patience is the ability to keep a joyful spirit when there is too much sadness. Patience is victory and overcoming, patience is a form of courage - this is what real patience is, ”Alexander Men.

16. "Soft hard is pacified" - Lao Tzu.

17. “Those who are considered to be the most severe and humble are usually the most ambitious and envious.” - Baruch Spinoza.

18. “I have three jewels. The first is meekness; the second is thrift; the third is humility. They do not allow me to put myself above others.” – Lao Tzu

19. Humility is a direct indulgence of evil!

20. “Be humble and you will get your way” - Charles Dickens. David Copperfield.

21 “The great see their source in the small, the high know their foundation in the low. Their main value is humility. They speak of themselves as orphans and widowers, for they truly strive for humility,” Lao Tzu “Tao Te Ching.”

22. "Bow your head humbly before the facts, but lift it proudly before the opinions of others" - George Bernard Shaw.

23. "Lord, give me peace of mind to accept what I cannot change, give me the courage to change what I can change, and give me the wisdom to distinguish one from the other." Prayer for peace of mind and Prayer of the Optina Elders.

24. “Imagine the worst consequences that your act can entail, come to terms with them in advance and act!” - Dale Carnegie.

25. “Most people lead a hopeless existence. What is called humility is, in fact, determined despair.” – Henry David Thoreau Walden, or Life in the Forest.

26. “Humility for the weak in spirit”, - Alexey Pekhov. Mockingbird.

27. “To accept is much easier than to fight,” Oksana Robski. PRO ANYOFF/ON.

28. “An ordinary person seeks recognition in the eyes of others, calling it self-confidence. A warrior seeks perfection in his own eyes and calls it humility.” – Carlos Castaneda Tales of strength.

29. “Bear with dignity what you cannot change” - Lucius Annei Seneca.

30. “When a cat turns on a person, there is nothing left for him to do as soon as he comes to terms with it,” - Thomas Stearns Eliot.

31. “Temporarily resigning does not mean reconciling” - English proverbs and sayings.

32. "He who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted." Bible. New Testament.

33. “He who humiliates himself wants to exalt himself,” Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche.

34. "Beware of the resigned enemy" - Robert Burton.

35. “The humble cat and mouse is fighting”, - Russian proverbs and sayings.

36. “Have you ever seen an oak tree in a state of stress, or a dolphin in a gloomy mood, a frog suffering from low self-esteem, a cat who cannot relax, or a bird burdened with resentment? Learn from them how to put up with the present.” – Eckhart Tolle

37. “I am well aware that healing comes to a brave person, so to speak, from within: it is achieved by reconciliation with suffering and death, the rejection of desires and pride,” Vincent Van Gogh. Letters to Brother Theo.

38. “Sometimes the longest distance is the distance between despair and resignation.” – Carolyn Jess-Cook Diary of a guardian angel.

39. “Humility is the strangest thing in the world. You can't get rid of it, and you can't get it from someone else's hands. To acquire it, you need to lose everything to the last. Only when you are deprived of everything in the world do you feel that it has become your property.” – Oscar Wilde De Profundis.

40. “The true humility of a scientist lies in recognizing that nothing is impossible in the world,” Mark Levy. First day.

41. “There was something animal in this humility, subhuman, but at the same time sublime, causing inexplicable reverence, because behind this humility there was a supernatural understanding of some very deep, hidden and eternal essence of what was happening, an understanding of eternal uselessness, and hence, the unworthiness of opposition, ”- Arkady and Boris Strugatsky. Doomed city.

42. “Humility does not mean cowardly running away from problems real life. On the contrary, true humility is designed to help mobilize all your strength to overcome any difficulties without compromising your ideals, without losing respect, gratitude and love, and thus become, as far as possible, an instrument of divine providence, ”- Radhanath Swami. Journey home.

43. "Humility - what a miserable refuge!" - Ludwig van Beethoven.

44. “You can put up with everything if you don’t give up.” - Lawrence Block. The devil knows you're dead.

45. “The beauty of the soul is built from humility, purity, patience and good deeds of love,” Archimandrite John (Krestyankin).

46. ​​“God always gives us the responsibility to humble ourselves. No one will do it for us.” – Derek Prince

47. “Lord, I ask not for miracles and not for mirages, but for the power of each day. Teach me the art of small steps." - Antoine de Saint-Exupery

48. “I know that many problems are solved if nothing is done, so teach me patience.” - Antoine de Saint-Exupery.

The image of this hexagram implies balance and moderation. Over the centuries high mountains gradually collapsed, became smaller and filled the valleys. Thus the mountains were worn down and leveled, and the valleys were filled in and levelled. Both sides strive for flatness, for the balance of extremes and the neutralization of opposites. In short, a trend towards balance is being created.

The spiritual meaning of the hexagram is to forget about the fuss and the feeling of superiority, to honestly and decently take the right steps. Restrained and moderate actions will lead to success. If you deviate from the Path of Submission, the result will be disastrous, it is like sticking your hand into a fire and getting instant pain as a result. Therefore, you must adhere to the Way - keep balance in everything and avoid extremes, no matter how justified they may seem. Your main goal during this period is personal growth; life presents great opportunities for this. Stop demonstrating your strength, means, intellect and knowledge (top of the mountain), rather try to correct the shortcomings of your character (filling in hollows and valleys). As a result, true prosperity awaits you.

Wish

A selfish attitude will lead to failure. Restraint and reasonable concessions, with the help of others, will lead to the fulfillment of desire.

Love

Success.

Marriage

This hexagram symbolizes an unusually prosperous marriage. A good match in many respects. Success.

Pregnancy, childbirth

No problems are expected. A son will be born.

Health status

Diseases of the abdominal cavity, hypotension. Recovery is guaranteed but will be gradual and will require patience and care.

Negotiations, disputes, litigation

Look for a compromise. Drop unrealistic demands, otherwise failure is inevitable.

Journey

Safe and calm.

Exam, test

Good mark.

Work, business, specialization

You can succeed, but remember: if you hurry, you will make people laugh.

Weather

Cloudy with clearings.

lucky color

White.

lucky numbers

4, 2, 9

Changing Traits

sixth

If you succeed, don't think that spiritual development completed. When you accomplish what you set out to do, don't brag about it! If difficulties arise, do not blame others! Once you take responsibility for your life, you can bring order to your environment.

Fifth

The trait indicates a situation in which you have managed to establish a relatively reserved attitude, both towards yourself and towards others, but in order to achieve your goal, you need to take convincing steps to achieve such a position. Act firmly, decisively, stubbornly continue in the same spirit until you reach your cherished goal. And once you've done that, suppress your self-satisfaction and don't brag about it. The classic text says this: "Do not boast of your wealth in front of your neighbor."

Fourth

When you have really reached a true state of restraint, it does not mean that the work is over and you can rest on your laurels. Restraint must be invariable in any case, while we fulfill our obligations to society.

Third (dominant)

Persistent efforts to achieve a goal will lead you to praise and "glory". Don't let them lead you astray, don't let fame overwhelm you because it will make you rethink your true value. Instead of contemplating your magnificence, continue to fulfill your duties. The reward will come at the right time of its own free will.

Second

By fulfilling your duties fully, you will have a good influence on external world. Subsequently, even more responsibility will be placed on you.

First

considerable success can be achieved, provided that we act calmly and constantly, without demanding approval for our abilities and work. Thus, resistance, criticism, envy will bypass us. At the same time, you should watch your reaction: when we do things properly, we tend to be arrogant. This is a deviation from the Right Path towards suffering.

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Accomplishment. A noble person - to have completeness.

The humblest of the humble noble man. - You have to wade across a big river. Happiness.
Proclaim humility. - Fortitude - fortunately.
Work on humility. - A noble person - to have completeness. - Happiness.
Nothing inauspicious. Raise humility.
You don't get rich because of your neighbors. - Favorable and you need to attack and attack. - Nothing inauspicious.
Proclaim humility. - It is favorable and it is necessary to move the army on punitive campaigns against cities and countries.

Name

Qian (Humility): modest thoughts and restrained speech; voluntarily give way; polite, modest, plain, courteous; accommodating, accommodating, respectful. The hieroglyph depicts the spoken word and the sign of unity, implying words related to facts.

figurative row

This is a time for humility and closeness to simple things and major truths. Get rid of pride, get rid of complexity. Let your words be simple and clear, and your thoughts humble. Voluntarily assume a subordinate position. This will lead to success. By doing so, you will be free to use your opponent's strength against him. Use the oracle to stay in tune with the natural course of events. Keep your ideas crisp and clear. In this situation, you are connected with the power of the Earth, which helps to get rid of tension and stiffness. Be mobile and vigilant. Carefully balance everything in your life to avoid excesses. This is the time of conjunction, when the sky moves towards the earth. The reduction of excess and humble service gives rise to a sense of inner dignity. Through humility, you can come to fulfillment and achieve what you want.

Outer and Inner worlds

Earth and Mountain

Earth and Mountain

Humble behavior contains a hidden possibility of liberation from the internal tension of destructive passions.

Subsequence

Possession of the great does not allow excess and overflow. Knowing this allows you to be humble.

Definition

Humility means mobility.

Symbol

There is a mountain in the center of the earth. Humility.

A noble person cuts a lot to strengthen a little.

Hexagram lines

First six

The humblest of the humble noble man.
You have to ford the great river. Happiness.

To abide in the Tao, complete humility is necessary. Think twice before you act. Maintain this attitude towards the world as you enter the river of life. Start a new business new project. Through humility the way is open for you.

Six second

Proclaim humility.
Resilience is a blessing.

Your humility is expressed in self-giving, you proclaim it with your life. The path is open. Move forward with the guidance of your heart.

Nine third

Work humbly.
A noble person - to have completeness. Happiness.

Humble service is hard work, but in the end it will lead to exaltation. Continue what you started. Completion of work will open the way for new achievements. You will discover hidden potential in yourself.

Six fourth

Raise humility.
Nothing inauspicious.

Your example attracts others. As a result, everyone will benefit from it. Humbly and dispassionately display your ideas and accomplishments. Don't get into arguments.

Six fifth

If you're not rich, ask your neighbors.
Favorable is the need to make a (punitive) attack.
Nothing inauspicious.

If you lack what you need to carry out your plans, use the resources of others. Feel free to subdue and force them to get what you want. Now is not the time for ostentation. Your actions will not cause harm.

Top six

Proclaim humility.
Favorable is the need to move the army
And go to cities and countries.

Your inner strength calls out to those around you. Mobilize your forces and attack your target. It's time to correct the situation and put everything in its place. In the situation, liberation from humility occurs, which indicates the transition to the next hexagram.

General interpretation according to Y. Shutsky

Possession of a great wealth, the entirety of the world, could be the ultimate goal if the world were allowed to stop. But the main position is the doctrine of variability, the continuous mobility of the world and how a person should be harmoniously included in this movement. Therefore, a stop in development is not a stop, a lag that causes conflict with world development. Therefore, if you stop even at the height of the greatest achievements, then even in such a stop there will not be a correct attitude towards the world. But it is no longer possible to move forward in a straight line, because everything that needed to be achieved was achieved at the previous stage. Consequently, only a complete rejection of what has already been achieved can guarantee the possibility of further development, keeping pace with the development of the world. Such a necessary rejection of personal achievements is called "humility" and is expressed in the form of the hexagram itself, in which the sign of the mountain is placed under the sign of the earth. The mountain should generally rise above the earth, then in this the image of humility is expressed with the utmost brevity. Such a situation should not frighten a person, because only in it is further development possible here, and this development must be fruitful: it must be brought to an end, to completion. In this sense, the text says: Humility. Development. A noble person is about to finish.

1
At the first step, humility is shown in its most intense, but also in its most general form. Therefore, it is impossible to concretize it in a specific way. It is only possible to indicate that a person with this property will have to overcome enormous difficulties, because thanks to this property he is predisposed to such overcoming. This is understandable because here given property is considered in its unrevealed state, and therefore its practical application is not indicated; on the other hand, judging by the composition of the Book of Changes, it is inherent in a person who has already achieved tremendous results in the previous stages and is therefore capable of overcoming the greatest difficulties. The text expresses it this way: In the beginning, a weak line. The humblest of the humble noble man. He has to wade across the great river. Happiness.

2
In the second position, something like a conflict arises between the specifics of the entire hexagram (humility, i.e., non-discovery, retreat into the shadows, etc.) and the nature of the second position, the meaning of which is that it reveals personal traits. The resolution of this contradiction is also influenced by the fact that this position precedes the next one, in which the content of the concept of humility is most intensely manifested. As a result, it turns out that the detection internal property it still happens here, but this property is humility, i.e. that which cannot express itself, but is expressed only in self-giving, in consonance with that which expresses itself. At the same time, the harmony of development here can be easily violated by the fact that the attention paid to the expression of one's own property will be stronger than the property itself - humility: not expressing oneself in the first place. Therefore, only steadfast and unshakable humility leads to a happy outcome here, or, as the text says: The weak trait is in second place. Consistent humility. Resilience is a blessing.

3
The moment of crisis is already expressed here in the very image of the trigram. In the image of the "mountain" the third feature, as the most exalted, depicts the specifics of the towering mountain. But it is at this position that the contact of the "mountain" with the "earth" takes place, and it is precisely the highest point of the mountain with the lower region of the earth. Thus, the content of humility appears here with particular force; but precisely because of this, and for the possession of such humility, the greatest effort is necessary. Only by intense labor is humility achieved; it can truly be expressed in the image of a mountain (its meaning is to rise), but bowed below the earth, which should be below everything. And only a person who has such developed humility can bring his work to the end and, having done everything that is required by time and situation, stand in the right attitude towards world accomplishment, i.e. achieve happiness. Such a person, if for himself he already achieved in the past a complete victory over all evil, then here he again enters into a struggle with him, in order to set an example for others by his struggle. Therefore, the text also says: Strong feature in third place. Humility from his labors, a noble person will have to complete (his deeds). Happiness.

4
We have seen that the property of the previous position is affected by the property of the second position. But in the third position, this property is developed only through certain efforts. At the fourth position, it has already been worked out, and if at the previous stage humility turned out to act outward as a result of efforts (which stands in accordance with the symbol of the trait), then here (where the position is occupied by a weak trait), the impact of force and coercion is no longer possible. But in the fourth position, the very presence of a developed property can have an impact on something else. This property acts as a fascinating example. Therefore, all actions here are free and do not encounter any obstacles. That's why the text also says: Weak trait in fourth place. Nothing inauspicious. Alluring humility.

5
Properties expressed in the third position found support in their environment. From within, there was a “consonant humility” that created resonance; from the outside, an “enticing humility” operated, which is only further development properties of the third stage. Here, on the fifth position, the circumstances are different: the fourth position acts from within, devoid of its own forces, and the sixth, which, as a rule, already symbolizes the loss of the properties of this hexagram, acts outside. Therefore, it is impossible to expect support from the environment, from the "neighbors". Activity here is possible only as a completely independent activity. But due to everything previous process the quality of humility has already been brought to such fullness and perfection that even for actions opposite to the action of humility, the latter is still the most characteristic, and therefore even such an activity does not come into conflict with the general situation and does not encounter anything unfavorable to it. This finds the following expression in the text: Weak trait in fifth place. You will not get rich from your neighbors. Favorable is the need to make a punitive attack. Nothing inauspicious.

6
In the sixth position, the situation and its character traits come to an end, lose their specificity. So here, humility remains only as an echo of the past, those works that are mentioned in the third position. On the other hand, the aggressiveness that began in the previous, fifth position, here receives even greater development, especially as the need to subjugate what has gone out of obedience, because here neither the power of effort, as in the third position, nor the temptation of an example, as in the fourth, no longer work. Here the main tone of humility only sounds, but does not act, and the restriction emanating from humility recedes, because it must give way to a further situation of Liberty, which is characterized by the absence of restrictions. Therefore, the situation here is conducive to actions that are far from humility. This is expressed in the text as follows: Above is a weak line. Sounding humility. Favors the need to move troops and go to cities and kingdoms.

Regardless of your position in society, humility is a deceptively powerful force. If you are in a high position but remain humble, those around you will support you. If your social status low, humility will allow you to achieve higher status. True humility is a virtue that benefits all, to which all should strive.

by the most successful people are those who know how to bring situations into balance. Such a person strives for balanced and stable relationships, and not for power over others. Humility is a virtue that allows you to balance in any situation. Humble people are not deluded by self-importance.

Line interpretation:

Line 1 (bottom line)

Arrogant people create unnecessary obstacles for themselves when faced with an important task. First, worrying about how they will be perceived or valued becomes an additional barrier to completing the task. On the other hand, the lowly attitude that accompanies humility supports the ability to pay more attention to detail. While presumptuous people worry about appearances or other people's opinions, humble people focus on what needs to be done. Make no claims or make conditions and you will meet no resistance.

Deep humility is a gift for all.

There is no sadder picture than a man impressed by his own fame, beauty, or brilliance. The success of such people is usually short-lived, because some degree of simple humanity is required to maintain positive results. One of the most noble achievements is when a person who, despite great success, maintains his humility.

Beware of false modesty. Even humility can be exaggerated. People in modest positions sometimes use false modesty as an excuse for being weak or indecisive. True humility does not mean having modest goals or disinterest in the cause.

The wise do not hesitate to take desperate measures when circumstances require it. When a responsible person takes bold action, he or she tries to take it not out of a sense of self-importance, but simply because the situation calls for it. IN difficult situations make sure the objectivity and clarity of purpose matches your position. And, as soon as the battle is won, as an honorary warrior, get lost back in the crowd.

Line 6 (top line)

When mistakes are made and judgment strikes as suddenly as the north wind, we usually blame everything around us. Those who lack humility immediately raise their shields, thus hiding the truth from their own eyes. The weak are offended and shrink in doubt and self-pity. But the sincere and humble see the situation as a challenge to be met—first by examining themselves internally to determine their role in creating the current situation, and then by having the courage to act decisively but fairly, correcting mistakes. Humility is a true sign of nobility and always promises good luck.

The previous periods of life allowed you to achieve almost all the goals that you set for yourself earlier. Isn't it true that now, looking back, you see what a long way you have traveled in your development and what valuable experience you have gained during this time!
Of course, some of the plans did not come true with everything as you planned, but something had to be completely abandoned ... Do not be discouraged: believe that everything that happens is for your good. And this thought, truly humble, will fill your soul with joy.
I think you already understood: in life you need to be able to achieve what you want - such an attitude develops perseverance and patience in you. But this is not enough: you must also be able to refuse things that are unattainable (or temporarily unavailable). Through this you will learn humility.
Also, as he claimshexagram qian, each person must live as if in a continuously flowing and changing river. This river is life itself and the events that take place in it. If you are static, you will disrupt the course of events around you. Therefore, learn to be distracted from what has already been achieved: be, like this river, invariably directed forward. Only in this way will you be able to leave a whole series of conquered peaks behind you.

Hexagram "Qian"makes no specific recommendations for relationships with others. This side of life is up to you. Try to overcome the power of inner egoism and become interested in the affairs of the people around you. IN Lately you were too straightforward in achieving your goals, and a certain “skew” occurred in your mind.
Take a break from yourself and your problems. You are at an impasse, and it's time to look for a way out of it.

If you have the opportunity, try to give yourself a little rest . your immersion in work has recently reached the point where you do not manage your affairs, but they manage you. If you do not want to undermine your health in this way and disgust yourself, urgently switch to a different rhythm of existence.

What can be said aboutfulfillment of a specific desire, guessed by you for this situation? You will be able to achieve a lot in the right direction, but you will not be able to reach the end yet (that is, the last, most important goal for you is still, unfortunately, unattainable).
The total volume of your acquisitions will depend to a large extent on how calm and open-minded you are about the inevitable delay in the implementation of your plans. Live by the principle: "everything that is done is for the better." Only in this way can you achieve maximum results.