"I want to achieve everything..."
I want to reach everything
To the very essence.
At work, looking for a way,
In heartbreak.
To the essence of the past days,
Until their reason,
To the foundations, to the roots,
To the core.
Always catching the thread
Fates, events,
Live, think, feel, love,
Complete the opening.
Oh if only I could
Although partly
I would write eight lines
About the properties of passion.
About iniquities, about sins,
Running, chasing,
Accidents in a hurry,
Elbows, palms.
I would deduce her law,
Its beginning
And repeated her names
Initials.
I would plant poems like a garden.
With all the trembling of my veins
The linden trees would bloom in them in a row,
Single file, to the back of the head.
I would bring the breath of roses into poetry,
Breath of mint
Meadows, sedge, hayfields,
Thunderstorms rumble.
So Chopin once invested
Living miracle
Farms, parks, groves, graves
In your sketches.
Achieved triumph
Game and torment -
Bowstring taut
Tight bow.
See also Boris Pasternak - poems (Pasternak B. L.):
RETURN
How soporific life is! How sleepless revelations are! Is it possible to crush the melancholy...
I want to reach everything
To the very essence.
At work, looking for a way,
In heartbreak.
To the essence of the past days,
Until their reason,
To the foundations, to the roots,
To the core.
All the while grasping the thread
Fates, events,
Live, think, feel, love,
Complete the opening.
Oh if only I could
Although partly
I would write eight lines
About the properties of passion.
About iniquities, about sins,
Running, chasing,
Accidents in a hurry,
Elbows, palms.
I would deduce her law,
Its beginning
And repeated her names
Initials.
I would plant poems like a garden.
With all the trembling of my veins
The linden trees would bloom in them in a row,
Single file, to the back of the head.
I would bring the breath of roses into poetry,
Breath of mint
Meadows, sedge, hayfields,
Thunderstorms rumble.
So Chopin once put
Living miracle
Farms, parks, groves, graves
In your sketches.
Achieved triumph
Game and torment
Bowstring taut
Tight bow.
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“In everything I want to get to the very essence.” All post-war years were filled for Pasternak with intense, concentrated work. He was not only a brilliantly gifted person, but also an extremely diligent and dedicated worker.
The poetry of Boris Leonidovich Pasternak was a stunning reminder of a life that does not need praise, and strives with all its might to be expressed in words. The poet’s efforts, his essence, were aimed at creating “an image of the world revealed in words.”
Boris Leonidovich Pasternak was not always pleased with himself. He was very self-critical. Therefore, the poet explains why he didn’t like his style before 1940: “My hearing was then spoiled by the freaks, the disruption of everything familiar, that reigned all around. Everything normally said bounced off me. I forgot that words themselves can contain something and mean something, apart from the trinkets with which they were hung... I was looking in everything not for essence, but for extraneous wit.”
It makes sense to compare this important confession of the sixty-year-old poet with his poem from about the same time:
I want to reach everything
To the very essence.
At work, looking for a way,
In heart turmoil,
To the essence of the past days,
Until their reason,
To the foundations, to the roots,
To the core.
The entire poem is a list of what I would like to express, which happens “in work, in search of a path, in the dark of the heart.” And as a result, he expressed the world, something immense, infinitely diverse.
In order to achieve a style alien to “extraneous wit,” Boris Pasternak had to go through a very difficult path of creative development, full of searches, losses, and discoveries.
The desire for simplicity did not mean simplification for the poet. Indeed, in the concept of simplicity, Pasternak included not only clarity and intelligibility, but also naturalness. This evolution he made was the natural path of an artist who wants to get to the very essence of everything.
It was important, in striving for a new style that was alien to “extraneous wit,” not to miss out, not to lose all the best that was characteristic of the poet in his early work.
Throughout his life, Boris Pasternak went through several creative cycles, several turns up the spiral of comprehension of nature, society, spiritual world personality. In turn, society makes the same cycles, the same turns in a spiral in its comprehension of the poet.
The legacy of Boris Leonidovich Pasternak is legitimately included in the treasury of Russian and world culture of our century. Knowledge of this heritage becomes an urgent necessity, delightful reading and a reason for thinking about basic issues human existence. People will always need his spiritual, wonderful and full of life poetry.
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Boris Pasternak
In everything I want to get to the very essence...
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© B. L. Pasternak, heirs, 2017
© AST Publishing House LLC, 2017
* * *
Start time. 1912–1914
* * *
February. Get some ink and cry!
Write about February sobbingly,
While the rumbling slush
In spring it burns black.
Get the cab. For six hryvnia,
Through the gospel, through the click of the wheels,
Travel to where it's raining
Even noisier than ink and tears.
Where, like charred pears,
Thousands of rooks from the trees
They will fall into puddles and collapse
Dry sadness to the bottom of my eyes.
Underneath the thawed patches turn black,
And the wind is torn with screams,
And the more random, the more true
Poems are composed to the point of sobbing.
* * *
Like a bronze ash brazier,
The sleepy garden is strewn with beetles.
Level with me, with my candle
Blooming worlds hang.
And, as if in unheard of faith,
I'm crossing this night,
Where the poplar is faded gray
He hung the lunar boundary,
Where is the pond, like a revealed secret,
Where the surf whispers to the apple trees,
Where the garden hangs like a pile construction
And holds the sky before him.
1912, 1928
* * *
When the labyrinth is behind the lire
The poets will stare,
Indus will turn to the left,
The Euphrates will go to the right.
And in the middle between this and that
With terrible simplicity
Legend's Eden
He will call up his barrel formation.
He will rise above the alien
And he will make a noise: my son!
I'm a historical figure
He entered the Lesin family.
I am the light. That's what I'm famous for
That I myself am casting a shadow.
I am the life of the earth, its zenith,
Her starting day.
Dream
I dreamed of autumn in the half-light of glass,
Friends and you are in their buffoonish crowd,
And, like a falcon drawing blood from heaven,
The heart descended onto your hand.
But time passed, and grew old, and became deaf,
And, with the thread of the silver frame,
The dawn from the garden washed over the glass
Bloody tears of September.
But time passed and grew old. And loose,
Like ice, the silk of the chairs crackled and melted.
Suddenly, loudly, you faltered and became silent,
And the dream, like the echo of a bell, fell silent.
I woke up. It was dark like autumn
Dawn, and the wind, moving away, carried
Like a rain of straw running behind a cart,
A line of birches running across the sky.
* * *
I grew up. Me, like Ganymede,
They brought bad weather, they brought dreams.
Troubles grew like wings
And they were separated from the earth.
I grew up. And woven Compline
The veil enveloped me.
Let's parting words with wine in glasses,
The game of sad glass,
I grew up, and now my forearms are burning
The eagle's embrace is chilling.
The days are far away when the forerunner
Love, you floated above me.
But aren't we in the same sky?
That's the beauty of heights,
What, like a swan that has buried itself,
You are shoulder to shoulder with the eagle.
* * *
Everyone will wear a coat today
And they will touch the shoots of drops,
But none of them will notice
That again I washed down with bad weather.
The raspberry leaves will be covered with silver,
Tilted upside down.
The sun is sad today, like you, -
The sun is like you today, northerner.
Everyone will wear a coat today,
But we will also live without loss.
Nothing can replace us today
A clouded drink.
Railway station
Station, fireproof box
My separations, meetings and separations,
A proven friend and guide,
To begin is not to count the merits.
It used to be that my whole life was in a scarf,
The train has just been delivered for boarding,
And the muzzles of the harpies flutter,
The pairs covered our eyes.
It happened that I would just sit next to you -
And the lid. Prinik and retreat.
Goodbye, it's time, my joy!
I'll jump off now, guide.
It used to be that the west would move apart
In maneuvers of bad weather and sleepers
And he will begin to scratch the flakes,
So as not to fall under the buffers.
And the repeated whistle blows,
And from a distance another echoes,
And the train sweeps along the platforms
A dull multi-humped blizzard.
And now the twilight is already unbearable,
And now, following the smoke,
The field and the wind break away, -
Oh, I wish I could be one of them!
Venice
I was woken up early in the morning
Clicking the window glass.
A soggy stone bagel
Venice floated in the water.
Everything was quiet, and yet
In a dream I heard a scream, and he
Like a silent sign
The sky was still disturbing.
He hangs with a scorpion trident
Above the surface of silent mandolins
And an insulted woman,
Perhaps it was published far away.
Now he's quiet and with a black fork
The stalk stuck out in the darkness.
Big channel with a sideways grin
He looked around like a fugitive.
In the distance beyond the boat dock
In the remnants of the dream, reality was born.
Venice by Venetian
I threw myself from the embankments by swimming.
1913, 1928
Winter
I press my cheek to the funnel
Curled like a snail in winter.
“In places, those who don’t want to go to the side!”
Rushing noises, thunderous chaos.
“So the “sea is rough”?
Into the story
Curling with a tourniquet,
Where do they take turns without preparing?
So - into life? So - in the story of
How unexpected is the end? About the fun
Laughter, bustle, running around?
So the sea is really worried
And it subsides, unable to cope with the day?”
Is it the sound of shells?
Is there quiet gossip in the rooms?
Having quarreled with your shadow,
Is the fire roaring through the damper?
The sighs of the vents rise
And they look around - and cry.
The carriages are bitten by the black snoring,
A reckless driver gallops in a white cloud.
And unweeded drifts
A parapet is crawling onto the window.
Behind glasses of vitriol
Nothing happened and nothing has happened.
1913, 1928
Feasts
I drink the bitterness of tuberoses, the bitterness of autumn skies
And in them there is a burning stream of your betrayals.
I drink the bitterness of evenings, nights and crowded gatherings,
I drink the raw bitterness of the sobbing stanza.
Spawns of the workshops, we do not tolerate sobriety,
Enmity has been declared against a reliable piece.
The disturbing wind of the nights - those toasts from the cupbearer,
Which may never come true.
Heredity and death are the mainstays of our meals.
And the quiet dawn - the tops of the trees are burning -
An anapest burrows into a cracker like a mouse,
And Cinderella, in a hurry, changes her outfit.
The floors are swept, there is not a crumb on the tablecloth,
Like a child's kiss, the verse breathes calmly,
And Cinderella runs - on days of luck on the droshky,
And the last penny was handed over - and on my own two feet.
* * *
Rising from the rumbling rhombus
Before dawn squares,
My tune is sealed
Unstoppable rains.
Under clear sky don't look
Me in a crowd of dry colleagues.
I'm soaked to the skin from inspirations,
And the north has been my place to sleep since childhood.
He is all in the darkness and all - a semblance
Poems of heavy lips,
From the threshold he looks from under his brows,
Like the night, he is stingy with explanations.
I'm scared of this guy
But he alone guessed
Why someone unnamed -
I'm on loan from him somewhere.
Winter night
The day cannot be corrected by the efforts of the luminaries,
Do not lift the shadows of Epiphany veils.
It's winter on earth, and the smoke of the fires is powerless
Straighten the houses that lay flat.
Buns of lanterns and crumpets of roofs, and black
White in the snow - the doorframe of the mansion:
This is a manor's house, and I am its tutor.
I am alone, I sent the student to bed.
They are not waiting for anyone. But - keep the curtain tight.
The sidewalk is bumpy, the porch is swept away.
Memory, don't worry! Grow together with me! Believe
And assure me that I am one with you.
Are you talking about her again? But that's not what I'm excited about.
Who revealed the dates to her, who put her on the trail?
That blow is the source of everything. Until the rest,
By her grace, now I don't care.
The sidewalk is in the hillocks. Between the snow forks
Frozen bottles of bare black ice.
Rolls of lanterns, and on the pipe, like an owl,
Drowned in feathers, unsociable smoke.
Over the barriers. 1914–1916
Petersburg
How a second bullet is put into a bullet
Or they bet on a candle,
So this rumbling of the banks and streets
Peter discharged without misfire.
Oh, how great he was! Like a network of convulsions
Iron cheeks are covered,
When Petrov's eyes welled up,
Tearing them down, the bays in the sedge!
And the Baltic waves hit your throat like lumps
Melancholy, rolled up; when should they
Oblivion took over; when he introduced
The kingdom is with the empire, the region is with the region.
There is no time for inspiration. Swamp,
Whether it’s land, or sea, or puddle, -
A dream appeared to me here, and the scores
I’ll set him up right now and then and there.
He was overwhelmed with clouds, as if with business.
A stretched sail in bad weather
Prepared with drawing bristles
The royal fury struck.
In the doorways, over the Neva, on the clock, by the guides,
Devouring centuries, they stood
Trellis of insomnia in a feverish din
Planes, gear and arquebuses.
And they knew: there would be no reception. No mothers
No uncles, no bar, no servants,
While he's on the drawing frame
Wearing taiga swamps.
The waves are crashing. Walking bridges.
Cloudy. The sky above the buoy is flooded
Muddy, mixed with crushed graphite
Narrow whistles of steam clubs.
The cloudy day lost the boats.
The gear is as strong as a smoked knaster.
Bad weather smells like tar and docks
And cucumbers - longboat bark.
The sails are flying from the March clouds
Awry, wet flakes in the slush,
Melting in the channels of the Baltic slag,
The wheels smolder along the black tracks.
Cloudy. The boat block clicks.
The piers beat their icy hands.
The horse brought down the cobblestones loudly
It drives dully onto the wet sand.
* * *
Drawing drawing board
Bronze Horseman
From the rider - the wind
Moray inherited.
Profit channels,
Neva arrives.
He's a northern stylus
Causes trams.
Try it, lie down
Under a gray cloud,
Here they jump in practice
Over the barriers.
And the outskirts see:
Beyond Narvskaya, on Okhta,
The fog is breaking through
Torn off by a fingernail.
Peter waves his hat at them,
And splashes like an ensign
Purgi scratched,
A torn report.
Fellow citizens, who is this?
And who is tormented
Dissolved in the wind
Building panels?
Like a plan, like a land map
On thick papyrus,
He is the city above March
Scattered it and threw it away.
* * *
Clouds stood on end like hair
Above the smoky, pale Neva.
Who are you? Oh who are you? Whoever you are
The city is your imagination.
The streets rush like thoughts towards the harbor
The black river of manifestos.
No, both in the grave and in the shroud
You haven't found a place for yourself.
Flood waves cannot be contained by piles.
Their speech is like the hands of blind midwives.
It's you, the insane one, who is delirious,
You quickly mutter out loud.
Winter sky
Taken out of the smokiness like a solid piece of ice
A stellar stream that has been around for a week.
The skating club above is overturned:
The skating rink clinks glasses with the ringing sound of the night.
Step less, less often, speed skater,
When running, cutting off the step from above.
At the turn it will crash into a constellation
The screech of a skate into the Norwegian sky.
The air is shrouded in frozen iron.
Oh, skaters! It’s all the same there
What, like eyes with a snake's cut,
Night on earth, and like a domino;
What is the tongue of a stunned cop
The month freezes to the bracket; that mouths,
Like counterfeiters - with lava
The spirit of the captured ice is filled.
Soul
O freedwoman, if I remember,
Oh, if you forget, captive of years.
According to many, the soul and pilgrim,
In my opinion, it’s a shadow without any special features.
Oh, in the stone of verse, even if you have sunk,
Drowned, even if in the dust,
You fight like Princess Tarakanova fought,
When the ravelin was flooded in February.
Oh embedded! Striving for amnesty
Cursing the times, as they curse the watchmen,
The fallen years knock like leaves,
In the garden hedge of calendars.
* * *
Not like people, not weekly,
Not always, twice a century
I prayed to you: articulately
Repeat creative words!
And you can’t bear mixtures
Revelations and human bondage.
How cheerful do you want me to be?
What would you eat earth's salt with?
Blizzard
In a suburb where no one can go
Never set foot, only sorcerers and blizzards
I set foot in the demon-possessed district,
Where and how the dead sleep in the snow, -
Wait, in the suburb, where no one can go
No foot has stepped, only sorcerers
Yes, the blizzard stepped foot, up to the window
A piece of stray harness whipped him.
You can't see anything, but this suburb
Maybe in the city, in Zamoskvorechye,
In Zamość, and others (strayed at midnight
The guest stepped back from me).
Listen, in the suburb, where there is no one
No one set foot, only murderers,
Your messenger is an aspen leaf, he is lipless,
Silent, like a ghost, whiter than canvas!
He rushed about, knocked on all the gates,
He looked around, like a tornado from the pavement...
- This is not the same city, and the midnight is not the same,
And you are lost, her messenger!
But you whispered to me, messenger, for a reason.
In the suburb, where not a single two-legged...
I, too, somehow... I lost my way.
- This is not the same city, and the midnight is not the same.
Everything is in the crosses of the door, like in St. Bartholomew's
Night. Orders of the blizzard-conspirator:
Roll up the windows and seal the frames,
There, childhood is bristling with a Christmas tree.
A conspiracy rages on the leafless boulevards.
They vowed to destroy humanity.
To the gathering place, city! Out of town!
And the blizzard smokes like a torch over evil spirits.
Fluffs fall unbidden into your hands.
I'm scared in the deserted unbridled powder.
Snowflakes scurry around like hand-held lanterns.
You are recognized, branches! Passerby, you are recognized!
Hole of a wormwood, and seems to be in the music
Purgi: - Coligny, we found out your address! -
Axes and shouts: - You are recognized, prisoners
Comfort! - and on the door with chalk - crosswise.
That they became a camp, that they were raised to their feet
The scum of creation, blizzards - with a bang.
On holiday, the great-grandchildren will go to their forefathers.
Night of Bartholomew. Out of town, out of town!
1914, 1928
Ural for the first time
Without a maternity nurse, in the darkness, without memory,
At night bumping hands, Ural
The stronghold screamed and, falling dead,
Blind in agony, she gave birth in the morning.
Those who were accidentally hit rattled and overturned
Hulks and bronze massifs of some kind.
The passenger was puffing. And, somewhere from this
The ghosts of the fir trees fell shuddering.
The smoky dawn was soporific. Not otherwise:
It was sprinkled on them - factories and mountains -
Forest stove-maker, evil-tongued Gorynych,
Like opium to a fellow traveler by an experienced thief.
We woke up on fire. From the crimson horizon
Asians skied down to the forests,
They licked the soles and slipped them on the pine trees
The crowns were the invitation to marry into the kingdom.
And the pine trees, standing up and keeping the hierarchy
The furry monarchs have entered
On the crust covered with orange velvet
Cover made of damask and tinsel.
Ice drift
More about young shoots
Spring soil does not dare to dream.
Rolling out his Adam's apple from the snow,
It turns black along the river bank.
The dawn, like a tick, stuck into the bay,
And with meat you’ll only throw out the evening
From the swamp. How carnal
Expanse in the ominous north!
He's choking on the sun
And he drags this burden through the moss.
He slams her on the ice
And it vomits like pink salmon.
Drops until midday,
Then, the frost crumpled the earth,
Thundering ice floes massacre
And the stabbing of the wreckage.
And not a soul. Just one wheeze
The sad clang and knock of a knife,
And colliding blocks
Gnashing chewing.
* * *
I understood the purpose of life and I honor
That goal is like a goal, and this goal is
Admit that I can't bear it
To put up with the fact that it is April,
What days are bellows
And that spread out in a stripe
From spruce to spruce, from alder
To the alder, iron and oblique,
Both liquid and snowy,
Like coal in the fingers of a blacksmith,
The hissing stream pierced
Dawn without edge and end.
What is the church language in Berkovets,
That the bell-ringer was taken as a weighmaster,
What from a drop, from a tear
And my temples hurt from fasting.
Spring
Like kidneys, like sticky, swollen cinders
Stuck to the branches! April is warm.
Maturity pulls you out of the park,
And the replicas of the forest grew stronger.
The forest is pulled down the throat by a noose of birds
Larynx, like a buffalo with a lasso,
And groans in the nets, as he groans in sonatas
Steel gladiator organ.
Poetry! Greek sponge in suction cups
Be you, and between the sticky greens
I would put you on a wet board
Green garden bench.
Grow yourself lush butts and figs,
Take in the clouds and ravines,
And at night, poetry, I will squeeze you out
To the health of greedy paper.
Spring! Don't be away
To the river to the ice hole. In the city
Pieces of ice like seagulls
They float, shouting from three boxes.
The earth, the earth is agitated,
And spans under bridges
Flooded streets
They drain the sewage.
They float on them like matches,
Through the cold of the ice drift
Gardens and trains
And they don’t find the ford.
From a mug of blue with ice,
From the foam of petrels
You will feel sick. However, the house
All around is flooded with song.
And stop thinking about those
Who went fishing?
Sin is walking around the city
And the tears of the fallen are flowing.
Is only dirt visible to you?
Doesn't the tallow jump in your eyes?
Doesn't play in the ditches -
Like a trotter in apples?
Is it only the birds that sing?
Chirping in the blue sky,
Ice lemon lunch
Through the straw of the beam?
Look around and you will see
Until dawn, all day, everywhere,
With the head of Moscow, like Kitezh,
In light blue water.
Why are roofs transparent?
And crystal colors?
Like a reed, a brick peg,
Days rush into evenings.
The city is like a swamp, furnaces,
Scabs of snow are counting,
And February burns like cotton
Choking on alcohol.
Tormented by white flames
Vigilance of attics, obliquely
The intertwining of birds and branches -
The air is bare and weightless.
These days you're losing your name
Crowds of faces knock you off your feet.
Know that your friend is with them,
But you are not alone either.
Iwaka
She pulled the kokoshnik on
From the low downpour - a password.
The case is smoking like a cloud
Bugles burn in the branches.
And on the plush pillow
Sparkles in the shimmer
Torn lace
Talkative trees.
Amethyst earrings
And sapphire cones
It was impossible to exhibit
It doesn't come out of the ground.
To enchant the mountains
In the lilac lobes of the yar,
They were taken out of new
Ural case.
1916, 1928
Swifts
Evening swifts have no strength
Hold back the blue coolness.
She burst from vociferous breasts
And it flows, and there is no sweetness with it.
And the evening swifts have nothing,
So that there, up there, it detains
Their flowery cry: oh, triumph,
Look, the earth has fled!
Like a white key boiling in a cauldron,
The brunch moisture leaves, -
Look, look - there is no place for earth
From the edge of heaven to the ravine.
After the rain
There is a crush outside the windows, foliage is crowding,
And the fallen sky was not picked up from the roads.
Everything was quiet. But what happened first!
Now the conversation is no longer kind.
First, everything is headlong, out of order
Trees fell into the fence to dethrone them.
And the trampled park from the downpour - under the hail,
Then from the barns - to the log terrace.
Now you won’t be able to inhale the thick crepe.
And the fact that the veins of the poplar burst -
So the garden air is like an infusion of soda,
It sparkles with poplar bitterness.
From the glass of the balcony, both from the hips and backs
Chilled bathers - perspiration in streams.
The strawberry ice cream wedge sparkles,
And the hailstones spread with table salt.
Here the ray, having rolled from the web, lay down
In nettles, but it seems that this will not last long,
And the moment is not far away when its ember
It will light up in the bushes and blow out a rainbow.
Improvisation
I fed the flock with a key by hand
Under the flapping of wings, splashing and screaming.
I stretched out my arms, I stood on my toes,
The sleeve was rolled up, the night was rubbing against the elbow.
And it was dark. And it was a pond
And waves. - And I love you birds of the same breed,
It seemed they would rather kill than die
Loud, black, strong beaks.
And it was a pond. And it was dark.
The pots of midnight tar were burning.
And the bottom was gnawed by a wave
By the boat. And the birds squabbled at my elbow.
And the night rinsed in the throats of the dams.
It seemed that while the chick was not fed,
And females would rather kill than die
Roulades in a screaming, twisted throat.
On a steamship
Blue plumage of a drake
The dawn sparkled beyond Kama.
The bartender's dishes rattled.
The footman yawned, counting the boats.
In the river, at the height of a candlestick,
Fireflies swarmed with fireflies.
They hung like a sparkling thread
From the coastal streets. It struck three.
The footman tried to scrape it off with a napkin.
Floated stearin on bronze.
Hoary rumors creeping from time immemorial,
Night epic of reeds
Near Perm, in the breeze, in fast beads
Kama walked like lantern ripples.
Choking on a wave, by the hair
From flooding, for ships
I dived and swam brightly
There is a star in the lamp of the Kama waters.
The ship smelled of food
And zinc white varnish.
Dusk floated along the Kama with the overheard
Without uttering a splash, he swam.
Holding a glass in your hand, you are narrowed
They watched the game with their eyes
Slips of the tongue at dinner
But you were not attracted to their swarm.
You called your interlocutor to the story,
To the wave of days gone by before you,
So that the last strain
The last drop will sink in it.
There was a matinee. Jaws were cramping,
And the rustling of the leaves was like delirium.
Blue plumage of a drake
The dawn sparkled beyond Kama.
And the morning was a bloodbath,
Like the oil of the spilled dawn,
Extinguish the horns in the wardroom
And city lights.
From the poem (Two excerpts)
I loved the breath too
Early insomnia
From the park it descended into a ravine, and in the darkness
Flew out onto the archipelago
Glades buried in shaggy fog,
In wormwood and mint and quail.
And then the scope of adoration became heavier,
And thumped into the air and fell in a chill,
And settled down in the fields with dew.
And there it was dawn. Up to two
Riches flashed across the countless sky,
But the roosters began to get scared
It was dark and they tried to hide their fear,
But blank landmines were exploding in their throats,
And the fires went out, and, as if ordered,
With the face of a bug-eyed candlegas
A shepherd appeared at the edge of the forest.
I loved too, and she still
Alive, maybe. Time will pass
And something big, like autumn, one day
(Not tomorrow, maybe someday later)
Will light up over life like a glow, taking pity
Above the thicket. Over the stupidity of puddles languishing
Toad-like with thirst. Above the hare's trembling
Lawns with ears covered in matting
Last year's leaves. Above the noise like
On the false surf of the past. Me too
Loved, and I know: how wet the harvest is
From time immemorial they have been placed at the foot of the year,
So every heart is given love
Chilling news of the worlds at the head.
I loved you too, and she is still alive.
Still the same, rolling into that initial early hour,
Time stands, disappearing over the edge
Moments. This line is still thin.
The past still seems like a long time ago.
As before, having disappeared from the faces of eyewitnesses,
Reality goes crazy, pretending to not know,
That she is no longer a tenant with us.
And is this conceivable? Yes, that means it really is
All life is removed and does not last
Love, surprise, instant tribute?
1916, 1928
I was asleep. That night my spirit was on duty.
There was a knock. The light came on.
The story of a storm burst through the window.
He revealed it as he was, half dressed.
This is how the snow falls. That's how the cereal whispers.
This is how the mouths of the signs lisp.
There is the original, here there is the pallor of copies.
There's blood all over there, there's no blood here.
There, illuminated like a dead man,
From the window the wandering night light,
Lilac washes the windowsill
The chilled outline of a glacier.
And on the Geneva night, like in braids
Southerners, intertwined with the south
Fires of horns and apricots,
Orchestras, boats, laughing waves.
And, as if turning chestnuts,
Scooped the braziers into a pile
Men - arak, and townswomen -
Illuminated syrup.
And the chatter comes from below.
And from above, gasping for breath, an elm
The canvas of the marquise leaves one in awe
And the branches are drawn into the gas.
Look how the Alps are in a fever!
How true to home every step is!
Oh, be beautiful, for God's sake,
Oh, for God's sake, that's the only way.
When is yours a hundred times more beautiful?
Killer beauty
And only with her and until the morning with her
You are drenched in alienation,
That's atropine and belladonna
Someday sprinkled into melancholy,
And I, like you, will look bottomlessly,
And I, like you, will say: be patient.
Marburg
I shuddered. I went on and off.
I was shaking. I just made an offer -
But it’s too late, I drifted, and now I’m rejected,
What a pity for her tears! I am more blessed than the saint!
I went out to the square. I could be counted out
Secondly born. Every little bit
She lived and, without regard for me,
She rose in her farewell significance.
The flagstones were heating up, and the streets
He was dark-skinned and looked at the sky from under his brows
Cobblestones, and the wind, like a boatman, rowed
By linden trees. And all these were likenesses.
But anyway, I avoided
Their views. I didn't notice their greetings.
I didn’t want to know anything about wealth.
I struggled so as not to burst into tears.
Natural instinct, old sycophant,
Was unbearable to me. He sneaked side by side
And I thought: “Childish sweetness. Behind him
Unfortunately, you’ll have to keep an eye on both.”
“Take a step, and again,” my instinct told me.
And he led me wisely, like an old scholastic,
Through the virgin, impenetrable reeds
Heated trees, lilacs and passion.
“You’ll learn to walk, and then at least run,”
He repeated, and the new sun from its zenith
Watched them teach walking again
A native of the planet on a new planet.
Some were blinded by it all. To others -
That darkness seemed like it could gouge out your eyes.
The chickens were digging in the dahlia bushes,
Crickets and dragonflies ticked like a clock.
The tiles floated and the midday looked
Without blinking, on the roof. And in Marburg
Who, whistling loudly, made a crossbow,
Who silently prepared for the Trinity Fair.
Turned yellow, devouring the clouds, the sand.
The pre-thunderstorm played with the eyebrows of the bush.
And the sky sintered, falling into pieces
Hemostatic arnica.
On that day, all of you, from combs to feet,
Like a tragedian in the provinces plays Shakespearean drama,
I carried it with me and knew it by heart,
I wandered around the city and rehearsed.
When I fell before you, embracing
This fog, this ice, this surface
(How good you are!) - this whirlwind of stuffiness...
What are you talking about? Come to your senses! Gone. Rejected.
* * *
Martin Luther lived here. There are the Brothers Grimm.
Clawed roofs. Trees. Tombstones.
And he remembers all this and reaches out to them.
Everything is alive. And all this is also similar.
No, I won't go there tomorrow. Refusal -
More than goodbye. All clear. We're even.
The bustle of the station is not about us.
What will happen to me, old slabs?
Fog will spread out backpacks everywhere,
And they will put a month in both windows.
Longing as a passenger will slide through the volumes
And it will fit on the ottoman with a book.
Why am I afraid? After all, I, like a grammarian,
I know insomnia. We have an alliance with her.
Why did I, like the arrival of a sleepwalker,
Am I afraid of the appearance of habitual thoughts?
After all, the nights sit down to play chess
With me on the lunar parquet floor,
It smells like acacia and the windows are open,
And passion, as a witness, turns gray in the corner.
And the poplar is king. I'm playing with insomnia.
And the queen is a nightingale. I reach out to the nightingale.
And the night wins, the figures shun,
I recognize the white morning by sight.
Boris Pasternak is known not only as a lyricist poet, but also as a poet-philosopher, trying to find a place under heaven and ascend to the scaffold of knowledge alive. The search for the essence of existence is clearly visible in the poem “I want to reach everything,” written by Pasternak in 1956.
Already in the first lines it is clear that Boris Leonidovich is not ready to be content with the part, but wants to know the whole, to see the essence of life:
I want to reach everything
To the very essence.
At work, looking for a way,
In heartbreak.
To do this, you need to find out the essence of the past days, find their cause, roots and core, otherwise the answer will not be complete. Having learned the essence of what is happening, you can share it in poetry and prose, open up new melodies of knowledge to the reader and become for him a compass and guide in life.
The poet wants not to lose the thread of the search, while at the same time making discoveries, continuing to love, think and feel. Not everything can be seen, understood and conveyed to others at once; this requires time, calling and dedication. As an example, Pasternak shows his desire to write about the properties of passion, which lives in the soul of everyone, but does not reveal its true understanding to everyone.
Oh if only I could
Although partly
I would write eight lines
About the properties of passion.
In the poem I am analyzing, Pasternak says that poetry should reflect life in all its fullness of color. Poetry will enter the reader's soul if there are peals of thunder and the breath of mint in it. If the lines are written dryly, and the author cannot understand the reasons and purpose of writing, then poetry will not be in demand - it will be born dead and will not be able to come to life in the mind of the reader.
In his poems, Pasternak encourages us to look for the meaning of life, remain human at all moments and learn to evaluate our life path. The appeal is sent to both the ordinary reader and colleagues in the poetry workshop.
Finding the essence of life is not given to everyone, but by remaining in an eternal search, you can see the sparks of truth and achieve harmony. Relatively creative person This rule is mandatory, otherwise there will be nothing to write about and nothing to pass on to future generations.
The rhyme of the poem is harmonious, the lines are easy to remember, but with all the melodiousness they hide a deep meaning, which the great Russian poet is trying to convey to us in the harmony of the lyrics.
I want to reach everything
To the very essence.
At work, looking for a way,
In heartbreak.
To the essence of the past days,
Until their reason,
To the foundations, to the roots,
To the core.
All the while grasping the thread
Fates, events,
Live, think, feel, love,
Complete the opening.
Oh if only I could
Although partly
I would write eight lines
About the properties of passion.
About iniquities, about sins,
Running, chasing,
Accidents in a hurry,
Elbows, palms.
I would deduce her law,
Its beginning
And repeated her names
Initials.
I would plant poems like a garden.
With all the trembling of my veins
The linden trees would bloom in them in a row,
Single file, to the back of the head.
I would bring the breath of roses into poetry,
Breath of mint
Meadows, sedge, hayfields,
Thunderstorms rumble.
So Chopin once put
Living miracle
Farms, parks, groves, graves
In your sketches.
Achieved triumph
Game and torment
Bowstring taut
Tight bow.
They also offer a song based on poetry performed by Valentina Tolkunova.